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Got another shot yesterday. Almost passed out again, ha. I never thought I was squeamish but I guess shots make me uneasy. I got a little giraffe band-aid though, so it's alright :o)

I haven't had my phone for a few days and I must say it's not terrible. Quieter? Who knows, I just feel a little less stressed without it sometimes. Of course I miss it dearly, but It's a nice change. My eating has been terrible, but today I started working on it again. Healthier too. The doctor was concerned, but ruled out an eating disorder. I'm glad someone finally believes I'm not anorexic. And I'm knitting a hat! Another one, the old one ended up being too small.
Yesterday was very hard for me. I've been feeling sad about my Grandma, and yesterday it got bad. And I was just feeling lonely and upset about life.

But today I feel a lot better. I decided not to be so mopey, and my attitude change has really changed the way I'm feeling.

And, I'm getting new glasses next week! Well, the appointment is next week, glasses probably come later, but still. Woo! Looking on the bright side of things is really making me feel better.
I'm wondering if it's actually possible to die from sadness.
Valentines Day was so much fun! And Justin loved the scarf :] Really a great time, I'm glad I got to share it with him.

I got really sick yesterday and the day before, but I feel better. I could barely move, it was awful. My mom was sick too, still a little bit. Justin's been my nurse though, doing things for me, my mom too haha, and making me feel better. Very sweet. I think I should go eat though, I wasn't able to much yesterday.

Tada!

I finished the scarf last night!

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I'm so happy with the way it came out too. I taught myself how to finish it, and how to cast on so I can make new stuff, and I've already started other projects. Woo!
Grandma's being taken to the hospital.

I think it's going to be soon.


I'm so worried about how my family is going to be after this happens. I don't want any more sadness and depression, but I feel like thats how everyone is going to be. Mom said it would be fine, but how does she know? I'm just worried.

Feb. 10th, 2009

I've started a knitting project! It's going to be the first one I'm actually going to finish. Justin's been looking for a certain color scarf everywhere, and we can never seem to find it. So I figure I can make him one, and give it to him as a Valentines Day gift.

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It's longer now, but I'm so proud of it! I know he'll love it.
I'm going to now put moods in my entries. Possibly because I found cute kitties to express my feelings? Today is going by ridiculously slow. Could be because I've been awake for a few hours already. I love sleeping at night! Anyway, DDR is going to happen all weekend. Excited. Guitar Hero also, I'm sure ha. Should be fun. If only time would move faster!

Feb. 5th, 2009

I have a good sleep schedule going. I must say I feel a lot better because of it. I missed actually seeing the sun those days I just slept. It's nice feeling like a part of society again.

I'm pondering whether or not I should go out tonight. It seems a lot easier to stay home and have Justin come over tomorrow, but I really love going to town, even when it's freezing out. I re-touched my hair last night. I don't like it all that much, but maybe it will grow on me. Just to dark.

I have the hiccups.
It's been a while since I've even been online.

Anyway, I had a good week. I had some pain and swelling in my face/jaw for a few days, but it wasn't terrible. Pretty sure it was due to wisdom teeth. I also found out I can sing expert mode in rock band haha. And pass with 80's and 90's. Valentines Day should be fun too. Justin and I are going on a date with two other friends. I'm excited! We're leaving really early and coming home late. Taking a train and a bus around since we have no cars. Adventure! I am really excited, I've spent so much time with him this week. It's really nice, I feel semi normal again.

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